argh!!!
tonight was the most pissful night i ever had!! i was sooooooooooo pissed.... i had a rehearsal at the kampong kapor church, then after that it rained so darn heavily... thats not the thing that pissed me off... it was the stupid taxis in singapore... they are so shitty! pardon my words... i cant stand it anymore... they suck to the core!! i stood in the rain with my cello for half an hour for a stupid cab! at least 20 passed by me which was not hired, and half of them were not on call!! WHAT THE HELL IS THEIR PROBLEM??!! THEY HAVE NO STUPID EXCUSE NOT TO STOP!! THEY DID NOT PUT THE ON CALL SIGN!! IT WAS SO FREAKING OBVIOUS THAT I WAS WAVING AT THEM! AND THEY DIDNT FREAKING STOP!! WHAT THE HELL WERE THEY THINKING?? because of that i was freaking drenched all over... screw them...
haiz... this is my most vulgar blog, the first and last time it will be like this, unless some stupid thing happens again... crap... i dont wanna think about it anymore... concert this friday and sat... go if you want... sat is the syo concert, fri is the artyfakt thingy...... contact for more details...
Wednesday, November 30, 2005
Tuesday, November 29, 2005
Nincompoops...
EVILS!!!
haiz... i feel like killing 3 people today... wei kang, samuel and fhairil... these 3 nincompoops played a stupid trick on me... they were eating supper at this indian restaurant at Little India just now... so i joined them about 1 hr after they haf eaten... then they told me they did not have enough money to foot the bill, which was $40, and they thought i had money to help them pay first, and i had onli $3 with me... wth... i was suspecting something lorh, but i thought maybe its true, so we were like panicking on what to do... we tried calling all the nafa people to come down to help us pay or something, thats why some of you guys may have missed calls from me... ahahaa.. and i almost called my dad to come down... then my mother called from hong kong, and i told her my situation, and i kinda got a scolding or rather a lecture from her... wah liew.. then when i was about to hang up, i saw wei kang handing fhairil a $50 note... ARGH!!!! idiots!!! you guys are EVIL!!!
BLEAH!
aniwaes, haiz... the food there was not bad larh.... went there after my rehearsal for the church thingy... it was much much better than what i expected... it was relatively easy... much easier than the previous one...
other than that, i dont have much to write about.. oh... that guy in the syo cello section, zhu en or something like that... ahahaaa... i think he's weird.. he is super duper hyperactive.. he just cant sit still for more than 1 minute... he has to walk in circles to keep himself active, and it drove some of us crazy... he also makes weird sounds during rehearsals.. ahahaa... maybe he's not human... oh well... weird people everywhere...
talking about weird, samuel and i walked past some dark alleys just now to get a bus home... there were some prostitutes in that area, most of them were neither guys nor girls... you know what i mean... and some of them were starring at us.. eeeee... then we walked pass a restaurant, and there were a group od indian guys looking and waving to us... wah lau! noooo!!! disgusting... ewww.....
oook... nvm... looong week this week is gonna be...
EnJoY~!!~
haiz... i feel like killing 3 people today... wei kang, samuel and fhairil... these 3 nincompoops played a stupid trick on me... they were eating supper at this indian restaurant at Little India just now... so i joined them about 1 hr after they haf eaten... then they told me they did not have enough money to foot the bill, which was $40, and they thought i had money to help them pay first, and i had onli $3 with me... wth... i was suspecting something lorh, but i thought maybe its true, so we were like panicking on what to do... we tried calling all the nafa people to come down to help us pay or something, thats why some of you guys may have missed calls from me... ahahaa.. and i almost called my dad to come down... then my mother called from hong kong, and i told her my situation, and i kinda got a scolding or rather a lecture from her... wah liew.. then when i was about to hang up, i saw wei kang handing fhairil a $50 note... ARGH!!!! idiots!!! you guys are EVIL!!!
BLEAH!
aniwaes, haiz... the food there was not bad larh.... went there after my rehearsal for the church thingy... it was much much better than what i expected... it was relatively easy... much easier than the previous one...
other than that, i dont have much to write about.. oh... that guy in the syo cello section, zhu en or something like that... ahahaaa... i think he's weird.. he is super duper hyperactive.. he just cant sit still for more than 1 minute... he has to walk in circles to keep himself active, and it drove some of us crazy... he also makes weird sounds during rehearsals.. ahahaa... maybe he's not human... oh well... weird people everywhere...
talking about weird, samuel and i walked past some dark alleys just now to get a bus home... there were some prostitutes in that area, most of them were neither guys nor girls... you know what i mean... and some of them were starring at us.. eeeee... then we walked pass a restaurant, and there were a group od indian guys looking and waving to us... wah lau! noooo!!! disgusting... ewww.....
oook... nvm... looong week this week is gonna be...
EnJoY~!!~
Monday, November 28, 2005
Yongrui My Again
ooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooook...
nothing to blog... only past events which i forgot to blog... haiz... didnt eat dinner tonight, only ate sardines and some otak which my auntie bought... haiz... to start off, i had a really really really depressing dream last night... yes, this time its you again, (understood... =p).... haiz... it was really really depressing... then i woke up, feeling crappy... bleah... haha.. really... never felt worst... haiz..............................................
oh wells... oh... tommy, aka audrey's younger bro, came to school the day before yesterday.. wah lau, he play the piano soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo well larh... betetr than her sis... expected... aniwaes, he was like playing chopin revolutionary etude, and he played it so well, then he said 'die lah, didnt practice for so long liaoz..' .... =.= another andris lorh... soo good at cello liaoz still play piano.. then now tommy, so good at piano then play cello... then me leh? cello only... i hate piano... i dont wanna touch it.. its soooo, soooo, bleah...
haiz.... wei kang's blog is really getting more depressing each passing day... those who are suicidal, please stay away from his blog!!! it is not for the faint-hearted...
sian sian sian sian sian sian... nothing to blog, then everytime after i post my entry, millions of things come up into my head... bleah... then the next day i forget again...
oh, and andris just told me she didnt clear the prata for me... mrs wong is gonna kill me lorh... if she ever finds out who did it... shhhhhhhhhhhhhh.... hush hush..
hmmm.... my bro just had a house concert in my house just now for his students, as in his students perform for the audience, which consists of the students themselves and their parents... so far what i heard was not bad... some played mendelssohn's violin concerto, etc... i think those who played well are from syo one.. haha...
yongrui is at my house again.... yea.. go figure... he was supposed to bring his ps here to play, then he deicded not to... haiz...
haiz... hmm.... oook... nothign to write liaoz... going to watch star wars on vcd now... ahaha.... so looooooooooooooooooooooooong.......
enjoy!~
nothing to blog... only past events which i forgot to blog... haiz... didnt eat dinner tonight, only ate sardines and some otak which my auntie bought... haiz... to start off, i had a really really really depressing dream last night... yes, this time its you again, (understood... =p).... haiz... it was really really depressing... then i woke up, feeling crappy... bleah... haha.. really... never felt worst... haiz..............................................
oh wells... oh... tommy, aka audrey's younger bro, came to school the day before yesterday.. wah lau, he play the piano soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo well larh... betetr than her sis... expected... aniwaes, he was like playing chopin revolutionary etude, and he played it so well, then he said 'die lah, didnt practice for so long liaoz..' .... =.= another andris lorh... soo good at cello liaoz still play piano.. then now tommy, so good at piano then play cello... then me leh? cello only... i hate piano... i dont wanna touch it.. its soooo, soooo, bleah...
haiz.... wei kang's blog is really getting more depressing each passing day... those who are suicidal, please stay away from his blog!!! it is not for the faint-hearted...
sian sian sian sian sian sian... nothing to blog, then everytime after i post my entry, millions of things come up into my head... bleah... then the next day i forget again...
oh, and andris just told me she didnt clear the prata for me... mrs wong is gonna kill me lorh... if she ever finds out who did it... shhhhhhhhhhhhhh.... hush hush..
hmmm.... my bro just had a house concert in my house just now for his students, as in his students perform for the audience, which consists of the students themselves and their parents... so far what i heard was not bad... some played mendelssohn's violin concerto, etc... i think those who played well are from syo one.. haha...
yongrui is at my house again.... yea.. go figure... he was supposed to bring his ps here to play, then he deicded not to... haiz...
haiz... hmm.... oook... nothign to write liaoz... going to watch star wars on vcd now... ahaha.... so looooooooooooooooooooooooong.......
enjoy!~
Sunday, November 27, 2005
Bleah...
bleah....
didnt blog yesterday because i was too tired... haiz... so i shall begin with what happened yesterday, which was friday...
went to the zoo in the morning, cause my dad's friend's son came from penang with his mother, so we thought the zoo will be a good place... havent been there for a long time too.. it was kinda fun.. first, we took a tram ride to station 3, just after the first station, we went pass the white rhinos, then the first thing we heard was 'piak'... we looked, and we saw the rhino shitting his guts out.. it was disgusting... the mushy brown stuff coming out from his rear end was really gross... then we went for the animal show, which was unexpectedly good... i think they changed the program, and it was quite funny also.. haha... then after that we walked around the zoo for quite a bit... then we came to the baboons area... omg... their butts are like huge!!! and its disgusting!!! theie butts dont look like butts in the first place... they look like a huge swollen lumps of flesh, as if it was being stung by millions of bees, and they were bright red... like, omg... i think they are in heat or something... wah.... then about 2 minutes later, we saw a male mating with a female... it was like, what, 10 secs? and its over! crappo... it was disgusting... he was like, ok, nvm... girls should not listen... haha... then we saw this baboon eating leaves, then it walked over to another side, then it faced its butt towards us... wah lau!!! it is the most disgusting butt i have every seen in my life!!! it was like this big hole with brown stuff (you-know-what), and it has like undigested leaves in it!!! wah lau!!! they sat on their food!! like, wah lau!!!!!
haiz, nvm... after that went to eat siao long bao, aka "small dragon bun"... the one at tanjong pagar... very nice... then went to school to get my practical results... and WHO IS THAT IDIOT who said our harmony results will be released on friday?? it wasnt... aniwaes, i got a B for practical... really haf to thank God for this.. i thought i would have gotten a C at most... so i told my uncle about it, and he said "ok"... =.=
i mean, haiz... nvm.. haha... considering i didnt prepare much right? oook... nvm...
aniwaes, today, nothing much happened... went to syo prac, and tell you something, jun jie is balding!~!! ahahaa... must go yun nam hair care liaoz... maybe beijing 101 better... dunno... you go try lorhz... hahahaa... aniwaes, sectionals was cancelled cause andris forgot to book the auditorium... but actually can use lehz.. it was empty when i went there... aniwaes, i went to eat italian prata at the prata cafe there... it is like soooo much better than the one at nafa... =.=
other than the service, which almost all indian stalls are bad in, it is considered not bad, but its a little wheee bit too expensive.. aniwaes, i couldnt finish my prata, so i packed it and i went for syo prac... and of course, as usual, i forgot all about it and left it at the music studio after the rehearsal... ahaha... dunno what it will become when i go back there on thursday.. hmmm... oh, andris, did you get rid of it? haha.. if you did, thanks, if not, thursday help me throw.. haha... =p
so, after that i went for sso concert... they were playing mozart's symphony no. ? and mahler no. 1... the conductor was edo duno-what.... haha... it was quite good, and i saw some nafaians there... fei yang, ren quan, the tubists and charles... haha... yea...
oh, i had a very very weird dream last night.. no, its not you andris, surprisingly... haha.. this time it was about evan... ahahahaaaa... the last person i would expect to be in my dream... basically, i dreamt that we were eating in this restaurant which actually looks like my house... it was more or less a high class place... so eva ordered this $600 jelly... hahhaaaa.... apperently the jelly was like made of limited edition powder and there are only like 100+ left in the world and production has stopped 10 years ago... ahahahaaa... wah lau... and the portion was like, the size of your finger... imagine 3 of those, yea, $600 for them... ahahaaa... and evan ran out of money to pay them, cause she only had $580 with her... wahhhahahaa... so rich lorh... thats why can go thailand lorh... aniwaes, i had to lend her $20 to pay... ahahahahaa... and it involves wei kang also... oook, i shall continue the wei kang part some other time... it was really weird...
oh well, thats it for tonight.... nenornefnadner....
enjoy~~
didnt blog yesterday because i was too tired... haiz... so i shall begin with what happened yesterday, which was friday...
went to the zoo in the morning, cause my dad's friend's son came from penang with his mother, so we thought the zoo will be a good place... havent been there for a long time too.. it was kinda fun.. first, we took a tram ride to station 3, just after the first station, we went pass the white rhinos, then the first thing we heard was 'piak'... we looked, and we saw the rhino shitting his guts out.. it was disgusting... the mushy brown stuff coming out from his rear end was really gross... then we went for the animal show, which was unexpectedly good... i think they changed the program, and it was quite funny also.. haha... then after that we walked around the zoo for quite a bit... then we came to the baboons area... omg... their butts are like huge!!! and its disgusting!!! theie butts dont look like butts in the first place... they look like a huge swollen lumps of flesh, as if it was being stung by millions of bees, and they were bright red... like, omg... i think they are in heat or something... wah.... then about 2 minutes later, we saw a male mating with a female... it was like, what, 10 secs? and its over! crappo... it was disgusting... he was like, ok, nvm... girls should not listen... haha... then we saw this baboon eating leaves, then it walked over to another side, then it faced its butt towards us... wah lau!!! it is the most disgusting butt i have every seen in my life!!! it was like this big hole with brown stuff (you-know-what), and it has like undigested leaves in it!!! wah lau!!! they sat on their food!! like, wah lau!!!!!
haiz, nvm... after that went to eat siao long bao, aka "small dragon bun"... the one at tanjong pagar... very nice... then went to school to get my practical results... and WHO IS THAT IDIOT who said our harmony results will be released on friday?? it wasnt... aniwaes, i got a B for practical... really haf to thank God for this.. i thought i would have gotten a C at most... so i told my uncle about it, and he said "ok"... =.=
i mean, haiz... nvm.. haha... considering i didnt prepare much right? oook... nvm...
aniwaes, today, nothing much happened... went to syo prac, and tell you something, jun jie is balding!~!! ahahaa... must go yun nam hair care liaoz... maybe beijing 101 better... dunno... you go try lorhz... hahahaa... aniwaes, sectionals was cancelled cause andris forgot to book the auditorium... but actually can use lehz.. it was empty when i went there... aniwaes, i went to eat italian prata at the prata cafe there... it is like soooo much better than the one at nafa... =.=
other than the service, which almost all indian stalls are bad in, it is considered not bad, but its a little wheee bit too expensive.. aniwaes, i couldnt finish my prata, so i packed it and i went for syo prac... and of course, as usual, i forgot all about it and left it at the music studio after the rehearsal... ahaha... dunno what it will become when i go back there on thursday.. hmmm... oh, andris, did you get rid of it? haha.. if you did, thanks, if not, thursday help me throw.. haha... =p
so, after that i went for sso concert... they were playing mozart's symphony no. ? and mahler no. 1... the conductor was edo duno-what.... haha... it was quite good, and i saw some nafaians there... fei yang, ren quan, the tubists and charles... haha... yea...
oh, i had a very very weird dream last night.. no, its not you andris, surprisingly... haha.. this time it was about evan... ahahahaaaa... the last person i would expect to be in my dream... basically, i dreamt that we were eating in this restaurant which actually looks like my house... it was more or less a high class place... so eva ordered this $600 jelly... hahhaaaa.... apperently the jelly was like made of limited edition powder and there are only like 100+ left in the world and production has stopped 10 years ago... ahahahaaa... wah lau... and the portion was like, the size of your finger... imagine 3 of those, yea, $600 for them... ahahaaa... and evan ran out of money to pay them, cause she only had $580 with her... wahhhahahaa... so rich lorh... thats why can go thailand lorh... aniwaes, i had to lend her $20 to pay... ahahahahaa... and it involves wei kang also... oook, i shall continue the wei kang part some other time... it was really weird...
oh well, thats it for tonight.... nenornefnadner....
enjoy~~
Friday, November 25, 2005
Nuniotnigh!!!
lalalaa...
came back from dinner, or rather supper, which was at 9.30, which was after my syo rehearsal... haiz... mr lim was pissed at the start of it.. it seemed that the brass and wind sections' attendence was really bad... but at least he said the strings' attendence was super... haha... but when he said that, i was looking around the cello section, 3 people are missing... haha... then i was like 'er....'. aniwaes, he was saying, for those people who do not turn up for rehearsal this sat, they do not need to perform for the concert... no need as in cannot, to put in bluntly... then i how?? they have rehearsal on tuesday!! and i cant make it!! ahhh!!! nvm....
aniwaes, going ot the zoo tomorrow morning.. aahaha... bringing my father's friend's son there... he's from penang, so, yea... haha... and guess what... none of my friends are going!!! =(
i asked a number of them but they rejected me, slammed the phone in my ears, shut me up, ignored my smses, deleted my e-mails, slienced my screams, blocked my msn, etc... and you call yourself friends!! =p
no larh.. they not that bad... they only ignored me only...
going to get back harmony results tomorrow, and i'm quite nervous... i heard that those who failed will receive an sms saying they ened to ro arrange a tutorial time... i didnt get it, and they said only 2 failed in my class... i'm afraid that they heard wrongly and that they will announce tomorrow... ahhhhhhhhhhhhh.......... i cant wait for everything to be over tomorrow and next week... sooo many things to do... haiz...
nothing to blog now... didnt do anything today.. totally slacked at home... haiz... oh wells... looking forward to the zoo trip tomorrow.. haha...
enjoy~
came back from dinner, or rather supper, which was at 9.30, which was after my syo rehearsal... haiz... mr lim was pissed at the start of it.. it seemed that the brass and wind sections' attendence was really bad... but at least he said the strings' attendence was super... haha... but when he said that, i was looking around the cello section, 3 people are missing... haha... then i was like 'er....'. aniwaes, he was saying, for those people who do not turn up for rehearsal this sat, they do not need to perform for the concert... no need as in cannot, to put in bluntly... then i how?? they have rehearsal on tuesday!! and i cant make it!! ahhh!!! nvm....
aniwaes, going ot the zoo tomorrow morning.. aahaha... bringing my father's friend's son there... he's from penang, so, yea... haha... and guess what... none of my friends are going!!! =(
i asked a number of them but they rejected me, slammed the phone in my ears, shut me up, ignored my smses, deleted my e-mails, slienced my screams, blocked my msn, etc... and you call yourself friends!! =p
no larh.. they not that bad... they only ignored me only...
going to get back harmony results tomorrow, and i'm quite nervous... i heard that those who failed will receive an sms saying they ened to ro arrange a tutorial time... i didnt get it, and they said only 2 failed in my class... i'm afraid that they heard wrongly and that they will announce tomorrow... ahhhhhhhhhhhhh.......... i cant wait for everything to be over tomorrow and next week... sooo many things to do... haiz...
nothing to blog now... didnt do anything today.. totally slacked at home... haiz... oh wells... looking forward to the zoo trip tomorrow.. haha...
enjoy~
Thursday, November 24, 2005
Niniandda Nijikopiaer...
ahahhaa...
after yesterday's entry, i dont feel like typing that much liaoz... oh crappo, suddenly i dunno what to type now.. my mind just went blank... bleah... oh... something just came into my mind...
SNYO CONCERT ON THE 3RD DECEMBER, 7.30PM AT VICTORIA CONCERT HALL!!! TICKETS AVAILABLE AT $5 AND $8... COME AND SUPPORT!!!
comecomecomecomecomecomecomecomecomecomecomecomecome.... we will be playing all russian music, glinka, glasnouv, tchaikovsky, and the best part is that I'M PLAYING!!! so come!!!
aniwaes, went to extend my passport today... going to america on the 18th!! cant wait!! i'm gonna experience real snow for the first time in my life!!! ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!! then went to sunshine plaza to eat lunch with samuel, not the trumpeteer, the artist... he drew a face portrait of me w/o colour... its amazing!!! he has improved soooooooo much since the last time, and now my dad wants him to draw a portrait of him and my auntie... soooo cooool lo!! those who want their portraits drawn can contact through me... prices negotiable... haha... =p
then went to watch a couple of movies at the com lab which audrey brought... we watched sky high and a little bit of chicken little... sky high is quite fun... haha... and chicken little, omg, it is soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo cute and funny!!! esoecially the fish... aniwaes, after that i had to leave for a rehearsal which i have to play for the singapore youth for christ...
there are sooooo many things to do for this holiday that it doesnt seem like a holiday at all... playing for singapore youth for christ, syo and thomas manhart's church concert, which falls on the day before the syo concert... ahhhhhh.... stressed...
ooook... crap, i had another dream, and its quite scary... hahhaa... yes, same person, different story... shall not talk about it... i kana shocked... haha... oooook.... thats it for today...
enjoy~
after yesterday's entry, i dont feel like typing that much liaoz... oh crappo, suddenly i dunno what to type now.. my mind just went blank... bleah... oh... something just came into my mind...
SNYO CONCERT ON THE 3RD DECEMBER, 7.30PM AT VICTORIA CONCERT HALL!!! TICKETS AVAILABLE AT $5 AND $8... COME AND SUPPORT!!!
comecomecomecomecomecomecomecomecomecomecomecomecome.... we will be playing all russian music, glinka, glasnouv, tchaikovsky, and the best part is that I'M PLAYING!!! so come!!!
aniwaes, went to extend my passport today... going to america on the 18th!! cant wait!! i'm gonna experience real snow for the first time in my life!!! ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!! then went to sunshine plaza to eat lunch with samuel, not the trumpeteer, the artist... he drew a face portrait of me w/o colour... its amazing!!! he has improved soooooooo much since the last time, and now my dad wants him to draw a portrait of him and my auntie... soooo cooool lo!! those who want their portraits drawn can contact through me... prices negotiable... haha... =p
then went to watch a couple of movies at the com lab which audrey brought... we watched sky high and a little bit of chicken little... sky high is quite fun... haha... and chicken little, omg, it is soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo cute and funny!!! esoecially the fish... aniwaes, after that i had to leave for a rehearsal which i have to play for the singapore youth for christ...
there are sooooo many things to do for this holiday that it doesnt seem like a holiday at all... playing for singapore youth for christ, syo and thomas manhart's church concert, which falls on the day before the syo concert... ahhhhhh.... stressed...
ooook... crap, i had another dream, and its quite scary... hahhaa... yes, same person, different story... shall not talk about it... i kana shocked... haha... oooook.... thats it for today...
enjoy~
Wednesday, November 23, 2005
Changing Our Destiny?
haiz...
just dont know how to start this entry... quite a lot of things to say... anyways... went shopping with the gang today... they were trying to buy clothes for me... they said i need to change my image... haha... for a reason... and they made me wear this tight green shirt with semi-three-quaters-bermudas... no idea what the heck it is... and i look dumb... like some hippy or beng like those on the streets... i despise them... their attitude and mindset, not mentioning their dressing sense too... not saying that i'm better, but at least i don't think i am cool... they think they are, wearing shorts and dumb heavily pictured clothes with bright slippers that do not match at all... bleah... for those of my friends that dress this way, dont get offended yea? if you're my friend at least i know you guys don't have the stupid beng attitude...
aniwaes, why am i talking about these things? hahaa.. oh, then we went to marche to eat... i didnt buy anything, but wei kang, evan and jwen bought the same wild mushroom soup, crepes, soft shell crabs, and stir fried vegetables... for the vegetables, we were allowed to take as much as the plate would allow, meaning, we can eat as much as we want as long as it fits into the plate, so we made a huge mountain of veges containing mainly of mushrooms, broccoli, a little carrots and those green dunno-what leaves... it was surprisingly good, and it was $6.20... marche is just too expensive... haha... so after that, we decided to speak in the 'f' language... lamo... ahahaaa.... we were laughing like mad in the restaurant... and then we decided to make the 'n' language, this time without repeating the origial syllabal, for those who knows the 'f' language... so wei kang was like going: nelnome no ninnanore.... ahahahahaaa.... go figure what that really means... ahahahaaa.... and the cashier was laughing too... ahahahahaaaa..... oooooook.... so after that went back to school to practice then went back home...
as i was on the way home, lots of things came into my mind, especially what we did today... for those whom i went shopping with, this is for you guys... i really appreciate your effort, although futile, hahahaa, for changing my image for the sake of 'her', but i seriously think we should not continue any of this... the reason is because i do not want to change my image for a person so that i may stand a chance to be with her... i just want to be myself, and whether of not she likes me, thats another thing... if i have to change my image just to appeal to her, i doubt our relationship will last long at all... and that also brings me to another issue.. character, the thing which all of us find about one person... relationship is all about character also, not just looks... i mean this is very obvious... all of you know that... but what i just realised today is, for fellow Christians out there, that we should not change our character for the person we love or like... our first and foremost priority is to change for God... i have seen my sister's relationship for the past few months, and i can say that it is a fruitful one, i guess... from what i have seen, they change their character for God and not each other, and through this, their character change more towards God instead of towards each other... confusing... ahahaa.. yes, but if the relationship is built on God, then it is very natural that the character will change as the relationship grows... you see the difference? what i'm trying to say is that, for Christians out there, do not change your character for the person you love, but change so that you may honour God, and through this way only can you find the person that God has destined you for...
thats why i would prefer not to have any plans to chase after 'her'.. i would leave this to God and trust that he will make the best plans for me... when the time comes, which i will know evetually, i will approach her myself whenever appropriate... ^^
haha, but in any case, yea, maybe i should change my image after all... but need $$$ first... =p
kinda broke right now... and i'm gonna cut my hair... really... dont ask me when, but definitely before the 2nd of dec... i just need to know what i should cut my hair into... hahaa... ideas anyone?? and no, i'm not going to dye my hair... NEVER!!!
as for the conference yesterday, i have decided not to say much at all... in fact, i hardly spoke... for those of you who knows me well, i give people the benefit of the doubt always... i never liked to accuse anybody for anything... there are always possibilities and we will never know the definite answer... but look, you-know-who, i'm not judging you or anything and i have nothing against you, but sometimes the evidence shows quite strongly who did it... if you have done it, admit it, if not, please convince us that we are wrong, but the thing is that the answers you gave yesterday were really not convincing... none of us thought they were... so please do something about it... yes, you are having lots of difficulties and i cant say that i understand your problems, but we are trying to help you here... and sometimes you're not co-operating.. it is not just the smses and all those, but its about other stuffs which we need to clarify... so i really hope everything is settled asap...
so there... shall not type anymore... its already too long.. haha...
enjoy~
just dont know how to start this entry... quite a lot of things to say... anyways... went shopping with the gang today... they were trying to buy clothes for me... they said i need to change my image... haha... for a reason... and they made me wear this tight green shirt with semi-three-quaters-bermudas... no idea what the heck it is... and i look dumb... like some hippy or beng like those on the streets... i despise them... their attitude and mindset, not mentioning their dressing sense too... not saying that i'm better, but at least i don't think i am cool... they think they are, wearing shorts and dumb heavily pictured clothes with bright slippers that do not match at all... bleah... for those of my friends that dress this way, dont get offended yea? if you're my friend at least i know you guys don't have the stupid beng attitude...
aniwaes, why am i talking about these things? hahaa.. oh, then we went to marche to eat... i didnt buy anything, but wei kang, evan and jwen bought the same wild mushroom soup, crepes, soft shell crabs, and stir fried vegetables... for the vegetables, we were allowed to take as much as the plate would allow, meaning, we can eat as much as we want as long as it fits into the plate, so we made a huge mountain of veges containing mainly of mushrooms, broccoli, a little carrots and those green dunno-what leaves... it was surprisingly good, and it was $6.20... marche is just too expensive... haha... so after that, we decided to speak in the 'f' language... lamo... ahahaaa.... we were laughing like mad in the restaurant... and then we decided to make the 'n' language, this time without repeating the origial syllabal, for those who knows the 'f' language... so wei kang was like going: nelnome no ninnanore.... ahahahahaaa.... go figure what that really means... ahahahaaa.... and the cashier was laughing too... ahahahahaaaa..... oooooook.... so after that went back to school to practice then went back home...
as i was on the way home, lots of things came into my mind, especially what we did today... for those whom i went shopping with, this is for you guys... i really appreciate your effort, although futile, hahahaa, for changing my image for the sake of 'her', but i seriously think we should not continue any of this... the reason is because i do not want to change my image for a person so that i may stand a chance to be with her... i just want to be myself, and whether of not she likes me, thats another thing... if i have to change my image just to appeal to her, i doubt our relationship will last long at all... and that also brings me to another issue.. character, the thing which all of us find about one person... relationship is all about character also, not just looks... i mean this is very obvious... all of you know that... but what i just realised today is, for fellow Christians out there, that we should not change our character for the person we love or like... our first and foremost priority is to change for God... i have seen my sister's relationship for the past few months, and i can say that it is a fruitful one, i guess... from what i have seen, they change their character for God and not each other, and through this, their character change more towards God instead of towards each other... confusing... ahahaa.. yes, but if the relationship is built on God, then it is very natural that the character will change as the relationship grows... you see the difference? what i'm trying to say is that, for Christians out there, do not change your character for the person you love, but change so that you may honour God, and through this way only can you find the person that God has destined you for...
thats why i would prefer not to have any plans to chase after 'her'.. i would leave this to God and trust that he will make the best plans for me... when the time comes, which i will know evetually, i will approach her myself whenever appropriate... ^^
haha, but in any case, yea, maybe i should change my image after all... but need $$$ first... =p
kinda broke right now... and i'm gonna cut my hair... really... dont ask me when, but definitely before the 2nd of dec... i just need to know what i should cut my hair into... hahaa... ideas anyone?? and no, i'm not going to dye my hair... NEVER!!!
as for the conference yesterday, i have decided not to say much at all... in fact, i hardly spoke... for those of you who knows me well, i give people the benefit of the doubt always... i never liked to accuse anybody for anything... there are always possibilities and we will never know the definite answer... but look, you-know-who, i'm not judging you or anything and i have nothing against you, but sometimes the evidence shows quite strongly who did it... if you have done it, admit it, if not, please convince us that we are wrong, but the thing is that the answers you gave yesterday were really not convincing... none of us thought they were... so please do something about it... yes, you are having lots of difficulties and i cant say that i understand your problems, but we are trying to help you here... and sometimes you're not co-operating.. it is not just the smses and all those, but its about other stuffs which we need to clarify... so i really hope everything is settled asap...
so there... shall not type anymore... its already too long.. haha...
enjoy~
Tuesday, November 22, 2005
Two For One Oh Two For One...
oook....
i'm in school now watching movies... ahahaa... we watched the texas chain saw massacre, land of the dead and cello... haha.... all brought by shu han... he likes gross movies... especially those which shows different ways of spilling blood... haha... and guess what... we just ordered canadian pizza to our school... haha.... $35 for 2 pizzas... craziest thing i've ever done in nafa... and shu han has paid $28 for us... hmmm.... and they are watching cello now... its quite a dumb movie... i think the cursed song is bach's chaconne or some suite... i think they played the same song over for about 20 times throughout the movie... its really dumb... i hate horror movies not because they scare me but directors just cant resist themselves from adding extra loud sound effects and adding artificial sounds just to scare us... and its always the same storyline: REVENGE... just name me one horrow movie which does not involve revenge at all... i cant wait to get out of school now after eating the pizza... haha...
and crappo... haha... i cant believe this is happening... i dreamt of andris again last night!!! ahhhhhhhhh....... i thought it was over... now its back!! noooooooo...... lets see what happens tonight... haha... ooook... i'm awaiting my pizza's arrival... byez...
enjoy~!
i'm in school now watching movies... ahahaa... we watched the texas chain saw massacre, land of the dead and cello... haha.... all brought by shu han... he likes gross movies... especially those which shows different ways of spilling blood... haha... and guess what... we just ordered canadian pizza to our school... haha.... $35 for 2 pizzas... craziest thing i've ever done in nafa... and shu han has paid $28 for us... hmmm.... and they are watching cello now... its quite a dumb movie... i think the cursed song is bach's chaconne or some suite... i think they played the same song over for about 20 times throughout the movie... its really dumb... i hate horror movies not because they scare me but directors just cant resist themselves from adding extra loud sound effects and adding artificial sounds just to scare us... and its always the same storyline: REVENGE... just name me one horrow movie which does not involve revenge at all... i cant wait to get out of school now after eating the pizza... haha...
and crappo... haha... i cant believe this is happening... i dreamt of andris again last night!!! ahhhhhhhhh....... i thought it was over... now its back!! noooooooo...... lets see what happens tonight... haha... ooook... i'm awaiting my pizza's arrival... byez...
enjoy~!
Monday, November 21, 2005
Where Art Thou?
hahahahahahaaaa......
oook... i'm a little bit crazy today... and yong rui is beside me... don't ask me why the title is as it is... theres too many things surrounding this entity.... hahah.... OH!!! I DIDNT DREAM OF HER LAST NIGHT!!! WHOOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOO!!! =p
aniwaes, didnt doo anything today... slacked at home and looked at the computer screen for 6 hours... bleah... and yong rui here is spouting nonsense... oh well... it seemed that jwen and evan received a phone call from you-know-know-who... saying must take care of his gf... wah lau... i mean, duh, u haf a gf, take care of her yourself! wah lau... if you can't take care of her, then don't continue the relationship!!! like duh... wah lau... commonest of common sense... =.=
and that 'good friend' of mine, chien han... wah lau... sianz... the thought of him makes me sick... and he's talking to me on the phone now... he's making me lose my inspirations for blogging... my brain cells are decaying every second he's around or near me... ahahaaa...
ok... i seriously have nothing to report today... chien han is sicking every thought out of my br... ble... be... gs... sadf.... gah....
enjoy~!
oook... i'm a little bit crazy today... and yong rui is beside me... don't ask me why the title is as it is... theres too many things surrounding this entity.... hahah.... OH!!! I DIDNT DREAM OF HER LAST NIGHT!!! WHOOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOO!!! =p
aniwaes, didnt doo anything today... slacked at home and looked at the computer screen for 6 hours... bleah... and yong rui here is spouting nonsense... oh well... it seemed that jwen and evan received a phone call from you-know-know-who... saying must take care of his gf... wah lau... i mean, duh, u haf a gf, take care of her yourself! wah lau... if you can't take care of her, then don't continue the relationship!!! like duh... wah lau... commonest of common sense... =.=
and that 'good friend' of mine, chien han... wah lau... sianz... the thought of him makes me sick... and he's talking to me on the phone now... he's making me lose my inspirations for blogging... my brain cells are decaying every second he's around or near me... ahahaaa...
ok... i seriously have nothing to report today... chien han is sicking every thought out of my br... ble... be... gs... sadf.... gah....
enjoy~!
Sunday, November 20, 2005
Another Day...
*sigh*
had syo cello sectionals today... ahahaa... the cello section and some of the bass section saw the 'aunty' side of andris... =p haha... wah, she treated us like little kids... haha... very funny lorh... ahaa... she has this kind side to her friends, but a scary meany side of her to students... haha... jk larh... everybody will become like that one, i guess... haha... our sectionals was supposed to start at 11.45, but we couldn't find a room, so we started at 1 instead... so before that, we went to prata cafe to eat lunch, and discovered many scandalous acts within the cello section... haha... junjie was sexually harassed by someone... hahahahaaa.... and andris, hahaha... nvm... shall not say yours... oh! talking about her again, wah lau, i dreamt of her again last night lorh... =.=
my dreams are getting weirder every night... if i dream of her again arh, something is really really really wrong... haha...
aniwaes, thats all for today, i cant think of anything to write... haiz...
enjoy~
30 more days to america!
had syo cello sectionals today... ahahaa... the cello section and some of the bass section saw the 'aunty' side of andris... =p haha... wah, she treated us like little kids... haha... very funny lorh... ahaa... she has this kind side to her friends, but a scary meany side of her to students... haha... jk larh... everybody will become like that one, i guess... haha... our sectionals was supposed to start at 11.45, but we couldn't find a room, so we started at 1 instead... so before that, we went to prata cafe to eat lunch, and discovered many scandalous acts within the cello section... haha... junjie was sexually harassed by someone... hahahahaaa.... and andris, hahaha... nvm... shall not say yours... oh! talking about her again, wah lau, i dreamt of her again last night lorh... =.=
my dreams are getting weirder every night... if i dream of her again arh, something is really really really wrong... haha...
aniwaes, thats all for today, i cant think of anything to write... haiz...
enjoy~
30 more days to america!
Saturday, November 19, 2005
Is The End Near?
hmmm....
nothing happened much today... went to school to get my history and study skills results back... the result was quite surprising... i got 59% for my history paper, and my overall history marks for this semester was 65%.. i thought i would get lower than that... eng kiat is not human.. he got 82% overall for history... mad right? haha... and my study skills, i got 72% overall... not bad, considering i didnt do much... and dr kan was quite pissed today... she was quite disappointed with the class coz quite a number people were copying each other's portfolios and journals... haha.. including me... but i didnt copy hor, merely used them as references onli... serious!! but yong rui sad case larh... kana from dr kan like mad... haiz... nvm... we can stand witness for you k? if you pay us well.. =p
anyways, sometime struck me today... when i looked at my results, my first reaction was 'wah! not bad leh...' nothing wrong with this, but it dawned on me later that my attitude wasnt right at all.. considering that my results were better than expected, i didnt think of God first... we should all be aware that whatever good things that happen to us, it is from God... and that we have to rejoice whenever that happens... and also, when we were comparing results, i was reminded of what leslie said years ago... what is our heart attitude or motive in comparing results? issit to comfort ourselves that people are doing worse than us? or issit to see who's better? i'm not putting judgement on anybody, but i'm just asking what exactly is your motive in doing so? we might be surprised at our own answer if you were to answer it truthfully...
oh well, that's all for today... now all we have to worry is our harmony and aural results... screwed!! just came back from my neighbour's house watching star wars, again... haha... having syo cello sectionals tomorrow morning at 11.45... i scared i play wrongly... haha... then andris will kill me... OH!! talking about her, andris, guess what daniel said about you in school today? haha... he said you're getting prettier every week... haha... ooooooo.... enjoy this compliment while it lasts... you'll grow old soon... everyone will... =p
enjoy~
nothing happened much today... went to school to get my history and study skills results back... the result was quite surprising... i got 59% for my history paper, and my overall history marks for this semester was 65%.. i thought i would get lower than that... eng kiat is not human.. he got 82% overall for history... mad right? haha... and my study skills, i got 72% overall... not bad, considering i didnt do much... and dr kan was quite pissed today... she was quite disappointed with the class coz quite a number people were copying each other's portfolios and journals... haha.. including me... but i didnt copy hor, merely used them as references onli... serious!! but yong rui sad case larh... kana from dr kan like mad... haiz... nvm... we can stand witness for you k? if you pay us well.. =p
anyways, sometime struck me today... when i looked at my results, my first reaction was 'wah! not bad leh...' nothing wrong with this, but it dawned on me later that my attitude wasnt right at all.. considering that my results were better than expected, i didnt think of God first... we should all be aware that whatever good things that happen to us, it is from God... and that we have to rejoice whenever that happens... and also, when we were comparing results, i was reminded of what leslie said years ago... what is our heart attitude or motive in comparing results? issit to comfort ourselves that people are doing worse than us? or issit to see who's better? i'm not putting judgement on anybody, but i'm just asking what exactly is your motive in doing so? we might be surprised at our own answer if you were to answer it truthfully...
oh well, that's all for today... now all we have to worry is our harmony and aural results... screwed!! just came back from my neighbour's house watching star wars, again... haha... having syo cello sectionals tomorrow morning at 11.45... i scared i play wrongly... haha... then andris will kill me... OH!! talking about her, andris, guess what daniel said about you in school today? haha... he said you're getting prettier every week... haha... ooooooo.... enjoy this compliment while it lasts... you'll grow old soon... everyone will... =p
enjoy~
Friday, November 18, 2005
The Day Of Tomorrow...
oooooook....
results will be announced tomorrow... i will definitely fail my harmony unless some miracle happens... really... oh welll... nothing i can do now..
its been a looong day... met up with evan and nuzli today to buy angela her birthday present... then we met up with jovan a little later, then we walked for 4 hours at orchard road, then we couldnt deicide what to buy for her, then i decided to buy a necklace, then we went to takashimaya, then they could not find anything, then we went to heerens, then we looked for awhile, then we bought a pink shirt for her... haha... evan said she will like it, so we trust her, coz she's a girl... and i didnt get the necklace, but samuel and i are going to get it aniwaes... i realised me spent most of our time shopping for ourselves rather than for angela... haha... especially jovan... he was trying out all the ah peh clothes... before that, evan and nuzlie were trying to kidnap me and force me to cut my hair at reds and jean yip... omg... i rather be bald than cut my hair at those places... it was like $33 for a haircut!! we saw the hair styles at jean yip... they were more like alien monstrosities rather than hair...
aniwaes, MY BROTHER GAVE ME A NEW WATCH!!! ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.... its time i have a new one... my previous, also given by him, was spoilt... its winding mechanism had a little problem, and it was a seiko, not a really expensive one though... but the one he just gave me is a watch designed for astronauts and pilots from 'fortis'... wheeeeeeee.... and it costs about a thousand bucks now... ahahaa... oook... enough of bragging about my watch... i'm not that materialistic aniwaes...
went for syo rehearsal today... mr lim seemed a little pissed or frustrated... but he cooled down at the end... haha... i really admire this man, man.... he's a millionaire, a filthy rich guy, great violinist/violist, has a good job and great reputation, but yet he gives all this credit to God... he is such a humble man... he told us that when he was young, he soooooo proud because he could play better than his teacher, but in the end God lowered him all the way down below, and he has become what he is today because of what God did to him... it is amazing... and he said he is going to preach one day about God's greatness and love, and that he will repay God for what He has done for him... isnt it kewl??? haha... if you're not a christian, then its a little difficult to follow or understand what i'm saying...
oh well... was supposed to watch harry potter with the gang today to celebrate angela's bday, but i thought twice about and decided not to go... first of all, they're watching a late night movie, at 10.25pm... i will need to take a cab to syo, den from nafa to keep my cello, then take cab to cineleisure, then by the time its finished, it will be 12++, and no bus or mrt, then must take cab back home, which includes midnight surcharge... that will add up to $40++ on cab alone... crappo, and it still does not unclude the movie ticket price which will be booked online... haha... hopefully we can celebrate tomorrow, which is the actual birthday... in any case, HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANGELA!!!
enjoy~!
results will be announced tomorrow... i will definitely fail my harmony unless some miracle happens... really... oh welll... nothing i can do now..
its been a looong day... met up with evan and nuzli today to buy angela her birthday present... then we met up with jovan a little later, then we walked for 4 hours at orchard road, then we couldnt deicide what to buy for her, then i decided to buy a necklace, then we went to takashimaya, then they could not find anything, then we went to heerens, then we looked for awhile, then we bought a pink shirt for her... haha... evan said she will like it, so we trust her, coz she's a girl... and i didnt get the necklace, but samuel and i are going to get it aniwaes... i realised me spent most of our time shopping for ourselves rather than for angela... haha... especially jovan... he was trying out all the ah peh clothes... before that, evan and nuzlie were trying to kidnap me and force me to cut my hair at reds and jean yip... omg... i rather be bald than cut my hair at those places... it was like $33 for a haircut!! we saw the hair styles at jean yip... they were more like alien monstrosities rather than hair...
aniwaes, MY BROTHER GAVE ME A NEW WATCH!!! ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.... its time i have a new one... my previous, also given by him, was spoilt... its winding mechanism had a little problem, and it was a seiko, not a really expensive one though... but the one he just gave me is a watch designed for astronauts and pilots from 'fortis'... wheeeeeeee.... and it costs about a thousand bucks now... ahahaa... oook... enough of bragging about my watch... i'm not that materialistic aniwaes...
went for syo rehearsal today... mr lim seemed a little pissed or frustrated... but he cooled down at the end... haha... i really admire this man, man.... he's a millionaire, a filthy rich guy, great violinist/violist, has a good job and great reputation, but yet he gives all this credit to God... he is such a humble man... he told us that when he was young, he soooooo proud because he could play better than his teacher, but in the end God lowered him all the way down below, and he has become what he is today because of what God did to him... it is amazing... and he said he is going to preach one day about God's greatness and love, and that he will repay God for what He has done for him... isnt it kewl??? haha... if you're not a christian, then its a little difficult to follow or understand what i'm saying...
oh well... was supposed to watch harry potter with the gang today to celebrate angela's bday, but i thought twice about and decided not to go... first of all, they're watching a late night movie, at 10.25pm... i will need to take a cab to syo, den from nafa to keep my cello, then take cab to cineleisure, then by the time its finished, it will be 12++, and no bus or mrt, then must take cab back home, which includes midnight surcharge... that will add up to $40++ on cab alone... crappo, and it still does not unclude the movie ticket price which will be booked online... haha... hopefully we can celebrate tomorrow, which is the actual birthday... in any case, HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANGELA!!!
enjoy~!
Thursday, November 17, 2005
Driven To The Edge Of My Sanity
oook...
before i write about my life, i will need to write a public apology to nuzli and evan for the previous blog... it was totally unnecessary... so, you have my most humblest apology... oh well... nuzli seemed to take it quite easily... he's a nice guy... sometimes... as for evan... erm... i noticed it rained quite heavily today...
aniwaes, i really have to thank God for what happened today... it seemed that i did not really do very well for my studies... but in overall, i'll say, considering that i was a nervous wreck, it was ok... i was quite calm, but yet nervous... lol... contradicting i would say... but the way to simplify it is i just let go and use my andrenaline to play the best i could... as for the scales and arpeggios, i kinda screwed it up... he gave me C minor, which i totally did not practice... and F major arpeggio, which was very difficult for me... but he taught me how to practice my arpeggios... it was more like a masterclass instead of an exam... haha... i cant believe they didnt give me dominant and diminished 7ths... not forgetting double stops too... all my efforts wasted... oh well... but for those good things that happened, God was behind it i''m sure...
aniwaes, i'm having a paranormal experience... somehow, i keep dreaming of andris for the past few months, and it happened again last night... ahahaa.... freaky... it is like on an average of once a week... it seems everytime she's in my dream, it has something to do with cellos... ahahaa... andris, something is wrong... what issit?? maybe i should quit syo... =p
i seriously need a haircut right now... everytime i play my cello, my hair covers my face... its sooooooooo itchy and it covers my vision... that reminded me of the previous nafa's concert... i couldn't see the conductor coz my hair was blocking my eye... i better cut it before the syo concert... i just don't understand how girls can survive with long hair? like, its sooooo prickly and itchy and...... you get what i mean...
oook... that's it for now...
enjoy~
before i write about my life, i will need to write a public apology to nuzli and evan for the previous blog... it was totally unnecessary... so, you have my most humblest apology... oh well... nuzli seemed to take it quite easily... he's a nice guy... sometimes... as for evan... erm... i noticed it rained quite heavily today...
aniwaes, i really have to thank God for what happened today... it seemed that i did not really do very well for my studies... but in overall, i'll say, considering that i was a nervous wreck, it was ok... i was quite calm, but yet nervous... lol... contradicting i would say... but the way to simplify it is i just let go and use my andrenaline to play the best i could... as for the scales and arpeggios, i kinda screwed it up... he gave me C minor, which i totally did not practice... and F major arpeggio, which was very difficult for me... but he taught me how to practice my arpeggios... it was more like a masterclass instead of an exam... haha... i cant believe they didnt give me dominant and diminished 7ths... not forgetting double stops too... all my efforts wasted... oh well... but for those good things that happened, God was behind it i''m sure...
aniwaes, i'm having a paranormal experience... somehow, i keep dreaming of andris for the past few months, and it happened again last night... ahahaa.... freaky... it is like on an average of once a week... it seems everytime she's in my dream, it has something to do with cellos... ahahaa... andris, something is wrong... what issit?? maybe i should quit syo... =p
i seriously need a haircut right now... everytime i play my cello, my hair covers my face... its sooooooooo itchy and it covers my vision... that reminded me of the previous nafa's concert... i couldn't see the conductor coz my hair was blocking my eye... i better cut it before the syo concert... i just don't understand how girls can survive with long hair? like, its sooooo prickly and itchy and...... you get what i mean...
oook... that's it for now...
enjoy~
Wednesday, November 16, 2005
The Last Entry...
The night before Jesus was cruxifided, he ate his last supper with his followers... so that happened then, so this happen now... i shall blog my last entry before i die tomorrow... practical exam tomorrow at 12.15... i'm gonna die... i had my lesson wif my uncle today, and he was quite pissed... he said my studies werent examing standard... and i made the same mistakes he corrected the last week... argh... and there is still scales and arpeggios which i suck in... it will take a miracle greter than the splitting of the red sea to pass this exam...
aniwaes, let me clarify some things, also known as misunderstandings, here before continuing... NO...i DO NOT like you-know-who... bleah... =p and, that violist from syo, not her anymore... i realised that i just found her attractive, not really attracted to her... and theres something called character... i don't even know her well... and how can you like a person when you don't even know their character? always look at the person's character before considering... thats why feelings can be deceiving... haha.. oook... so its all a mystery again.... go figure...
haiz... now i haf a sharp pain in my left shoulder... dunno what happened... maybe practiced too much? and now i cant think straight... everything in my vision seems blur, and i have a headache right now... man... everything i need to fail tomorrow's exam... aniwaes, i'm afraid that i won't be able to take the exam tomorrow... i need to use the original score, but my uncle lost it, and i have to use the photocopied one... i heard from the seniors that adams tore up one of the students' score before the exam because he wasnt using the original one... crappo...
oh well... all i can do now is to have faith in God that everything will go smoothly... He's all i can rely on now... and to happier things, nuzlie and evan are TOGETHER!!! oops... ahahaa... it is still pending... they seem to be together all the time... ahahaa... ook... evan's gonna kill me... oook... thats it for today... and i'm talking to my sis now over the phone... she called from the states... ahahaa... she has a tornado warning in her area right now... eh, jie, make sure you record it on video k? i wanna see it... =p
enjoy~
aniwaes, let me clarify some things, also known as misunderstandings, here before continuing... NO...i DO NOT like you-know-who... bleah... =p and, that violist from syo, not her anymore... i realised that i just found her attractive, not really attracted to her... and theres something called character... i don't even know her well... and how can you like a person when you don't even know their character? always look at the person's character before considering... thats why feelings can be deceiving... haha.. oook... so its all a mystery again.... go figure...
haiz... now i haf a sharp pain in my left shoulder... dunno what happened... maybe practiced too much? and now i cant think straight... everything in my vision seems blur, and i have a headache right now... man... everything i need to fail tomorrow's exam... aniwaes, i'm afraid that i won't be able to take the exam tomorrow... i need to use the original score, but my uncle lost it, and i have to use the photocopied one... i heard from the seniors that adams tore up one of the students' score before the exam because he wasnt using the original one... crappo...
oh well... all i can do now is to have faith in God that everything will go smoothly... He's all i can rely on now... and to happier things, nuzlie and evan are TOGETHER!!! oops... ahahaa... it is still pending... they seem to be together all the time... ahahaa... ook... evan's gonna kill me... oook... thats it for today... and i'm talking to my sis now over the phone... she called from the states... ahahaa... she has a tornado warning in her area right now... eh, jie, make sure you record it on video k? i wanna see it... =p
enjoy~
Tuesday, November 15, 2005
A New Beginning Or End?
Ooooook....
handed up my concert attendance portfolio today... crappo... i find it kinda dumb... nvm... handed up already... don't care liao...
sigh... i have a feeling i'm falling for someone in school... ahahaaa... oops... should i say anything about this at all? aniwaes... now its kinda crappy... i kinda like this person in syo, and i shall not say who... haha... and yet, heres this person in my school... hmmm.... nvm... i'm not going to think much about this... i'm not ready for a relationship yet.. at least not so soon... come to think of it, there are just too many things to worry now, and having a relationship just adds on to everything... besides, feelings are most of the time very deceiving... unless i have the assurance that God was the one who patched us up, i won't do anything, or there will be too much trouble... those in nafa will know why... right guys? =p
aniwaes, seng fu came to my school today... he was kinda shy... ahaha... you guys wanna know why? because you nafaians are NOT WELCOMING ENOUGH... ahaha.. so the next time he comes, make sure you guys throw a party... and sing happy birthday to him...
so, we watched some movies, again... watched a little of Exorcism Of Emily Rose, House Of Wax and Star Wars Ep. 3....emily rose was realli quite good... you guys should go watch it when you have the chance... then after that i taught seng fu a little cello... haha... not easy eh? and i'm gonna teach people soon in the same music school as valerie... the owner happens to be my father's ex-student... haha... all the musical contacts... oh well.... then wei kang and fairil came to my house for a little while... they were fooling around with my lightsaber... bleah... =p
ook... enough for now... for some reason, it seems that i have a lot of things to blog, but when i sit down and start writing, i can hardly think of anything... btw, the current song you're listening to now is the main theme from the spider-man movie.... he's one of my favourite heroes.. so, there goes....
handed up my concert attendance portfolio today... crappo... i find it kinda dumb... nvm... handed up already... don't care liao...
sigh... i have a feeling i'm falling for someone in school... ahahaaa... oops... should i say anything about this at all? aniwaes... now its kinda crappy... i kinda like this person in syo, and i shall not say who... haha... and yet, heres this person in my school... hmmm.... nvm... i'm not going to think much about this... i'm not ready for a relationship yet.. at least not so soon... come to think of it, there are just too many things to worry now, and having a relationship just adds on to everything... besides, feelings are most of the time very deceiving... unless i have the assurance that God was the one who patched us up, i won't do anything, or there will be too much trouble... those in nafa will know why... right guys? =p
aniwaes, seng fu came to my school today... he was kinda shy... ahaha... you guys wanna know why? because you nafaians are NOT WELCOMING ENOUGH... ahaha.. so the next time he comes, make sure you guys throw a party... and sing happy birthday to him...
so, we watched some movies, again... watched a little of Exorcism Of Emily Rose, House Of Wax and Star Wars Ep. 3....emily rose was realli quite good... you guys should go watch it when you have the chance... then after that i taught seng fu a little cello... haha... not easy eh? and i'm gonna teach people soon in the same music school as valerie... the owner happens to be my father's ex-student... haha... all the musical contacts... oh well.... then wei kang and fairil came to my house for a little while... they were fooling around with my lightsaber... bleah... =p
ook... enough for now... for some reason, it seems that i have a lot of things to blog, but when i sit down and start writing, i can hardly think of anything... btw, the current song you're listening to now is the main theme from the spider-man movie.... he's one of my favourite heroes.. so, there goes....
Monday, November 14, 2005
Wow......
oooook....
had a wasted day today... more or less...
went to school to practice, then met up with yong rui and seng fu for lunch and movie marathon... haha... we watched batman begins and troy (again)... batman was not bad... it explained lots of stuffs which was lingering in my mind...
aniwaes, went to my bro's house to meet up with my uncle who came by from Australia... then he gave me $50 for no reason... haha... must be God's blessing... i'm in need for cash right now... and suddenly money pop up from nowhere... now burning midnight oil to finish up some of my work which need to be done by 5pm later... bleah...i don't understand what's the use of handing in 10 concert review articles.. i don't see how it helps with our studies in music... i guess its just reading the way they write reviews, but if they are gonna penalise us for using the same source for all 10 articles, then i'll say it's rubbish... listening to Dvorak's Symphony No. 8... didn't know it was this good... i wanted to put it as my blog's song but it's in wma format... so cant... haha... don't you love the haydn concerto? i'm still thinking of what to put next...
well, had a discussion with leslie, my cousin, about some issues, regarding 'you-know-who' in nafa... haha... yes... you should know who... so we were talking about God giving miracles for people who do not believe... i asked him why can't God give a sign of any kind to a person when he or she asks for it... we were kinda unsure of it at first, but we came to a conclusion... when we pray for a miracle or a sign to happen, what is our heart's motive in the first place? does it have any doubts? besides, the bible has shown sooooooooooooooo many signs of miracles and wonders which God has done over centuries and centuries of history, but it is still up to us to believe it... he doesn't need to show us another miracle... it is all in the bible, recorded by men living centuries apoart from each other, yet all share the same principle and beliefs, with no contradicting statements... this is not possible without the intervention of God himself... isn't amazing how it all fits together?
haha... ook... enough for all those... practical exam in 2 days time... hopefully nothing goes wrong...
Enjoy~
had a wasted day today... more or less...
went to school to practice, then met up with yong rui and seng fu for lunch and movie marathon... haha... we watched batman begins and troy (again)... batman was not bad... it explained lots of stuffs which was lingering in my mind...
aniwaes, went to my bro's house to meet up with my uncle who came by from Australia... then he gave me $50 for no reason... haha... must be God's blessing... i'm in need for cash right now... and suddenly money pop up from nowhere... now burning midnight oil to finish up some of my work which need to be done by 5pm later... bleah...i don't understand what's the use of handing in 10 concert review articles.. i don't see how it helps with our studies in music... i guess its just reading the way they write reviews, but if they are gonna penalise us for using the same source for all 10 articles, then i'll say it's rubbish... listening to Dvorak's Symphony No. 8... didn't know it was this good... i wanted to put it as my blog's song but it's in wma format... so cant... haha... don't you love the haydn concerto? i'm still thinking of what to put next...
well, had a discussion with leslie, my cousin, about some issues, regarding 'you-know-who' in nafa... haha... yes... you should know who... so we were talking about God giving miracles for people who do not believe... i asked him why can't God give a sign of any kind to a person when he or she asks for it... we were kinda unsure of it at first, but we came to a conclusion... when we pray for a miracle or a sign to happen, what is our heart's motive in the first place? does it have any doubts? besides, the bible has shown sooooooooooooooo many signs of miracles and wonders which God has done over centuries and centuries of history, but it is still up to us to believe it... he doesn't need to show us another miracle... it is all in the bible, recorded by men living centuries apoart from each other, yet all share the same principle and beliefs, with no contradicting statements... this is not possible without the intervention of God himself... isn't amazing how it all fits together?
haha... ook... enough for all those... practical exam in 2 days time... hopefully nothing goes wrong...
Enjoy~
Sunday, November 13, 2005
Perfectionist Or Lunatic?
back home from school and dinenr with my dad... ate bak gu teh... haha... very nice..
was practicing at school for awhile, then we watched "My Brother" or something like that which audrey brought.. some korean show.. it was really quite touching, almost cried... haha.. serious... probably the 2nd movie that did this to me after pearl harbor...
aniwaes, played haydn concerto again a few times today... then something came into mind... i have listened to numerous people playing this concerto, and i thought, how the heck am i going to play like them? rostropovich, my uncle, andris... ahhhhhhhh... haha... all the pros... the more i hear them, the more i don't believe i can do it... it just seems impossible to me... and if i cant play this piece well, how am i gonna play dvorak??? bleah... it seems that we as musicians, most of us aim for perfection in our music... intonation, dynamics, speed, accuracy, musicality etc... too many things to look for in our playing that it seems impossible to make it perfect... i guess even the most legendary of players were driven to the edge of their sanity to achieve this purpose... so how are we going to reach the level which people younger than us have already reached? hmmm..... come to think of it, i guess getting there is a life-long purpose... i suppose nobody can reach to that level of perfection... and all we can do now is continue to move on? i guess...
another thing came into my mind also... it has been bothering me for quite awhile... for fellow Christians out there... were there times which you feel drifted from God? somehow i am getting this feeling, which is not peasant at the thought of it... sometimes when i pray, or even saying a simple grace, i thought to myself, am i doing this out of habit or do i really mean it? sometimes i doubt that i am doing it with a rightful heart... well, in any case, i sure won't wanna lose Him...
oookkk.... aniwaes, practical exam on wednesday... ahaha... dunno what to do with my arpeggios... i hate them... to the core... bleah... i mean who does? eeeww..... oook... off to play my game... so long!~
was practicing at school for awhile, then we watched "My Brother" or something like that which audrey brought.. some korean show.. it was really quite touching, almost cried... haha.. serious... probably the 2nd movie that did this to me after pearl harbor...
aniwaes, played haydn concerto again a few times today... then something came into mind... i have listened to numerous people playing this concerto, and i thought, how the heck am i going to play like them? rostropovich, my uncle, andris... ahhhhhhhh... haha... all the pros... the more i hear them, the more i don't believe i can do it... it just seems impossible to me... and if i cant play this piece well, how am i gonna play dvorak??? bleah... it seems that we as musicians, most of us aim for perfection in our music... intonation, dynamics, speed, accuracy, musicality etc... too many things to look for in our playing that it seems impossible to make it perfect... i guess even the most legendary of players were driven to the edge of their sanity to achieve this purpose... so how are we going to reach the level which people younger than us have already reached? hmmm..... come to think of it, i guess getting there is a life-long purpose... i suppose nobody can reach to that level of perfection... and all we can do now is continue to move on? i guess...
another thing came into my mind also... it has been bothering me for quite awhile... for fellow Christians out there... were there times which you feel drifted from God? somehow i am getting this feeling, which is not peasant at the thought of it... sometimes when i pray, or even saying a simple grace, i thought to myself, am i doing this out of habit or do i really mean it? sometimes i doubt that i am doing it with a rightful heart... well, in any case, i sure won't wanna lose Him...
oookkk.... aniwaes, practical exam on wednesday... ahaha... dunno what to do with my arpeggios... i hate them... to the core... bleah... i mean who does? eeeww..... oook... off to play my game... so long!~
Saturday, November 12, 2005
Friday...
Ookkk.... 2nd Blog Of This Blog... Just Came Back From SUpper With My Dad, Yong Rui And Wei Kang... THey Are Now At My House, Gonna Stay Overnight.... Again...
Aniwaes, Things Aren't So Smooth Right Now... I'm Quite Anxious ABout A Few Things... First My Practical Exam On Wenesday, Then Need To Hand Up A Couple Of Portfolios On Monday, Which I Haven't Even Started... Oh Well... In Any Case, I'm Sure I Will Get Things Done... Somehow...
Now Yong Rui Just Took Out His New Shoe... oook... i'm tired of putting capital letters at the beginning of every word... aniwaes... yea, he's showing off his new shoes right now... haha... an adidas thingy... mine looks better... oops...
oook... well, hopefully there are people reading this aniwaes... haha.... oook... i'm off....
Aniwaes, Things Aren't So Smooth Right Now... I'm Quite Anxious ABout A Few Things... First My Practical Exam On Wenesday, Then Need To Hand Up A Couple Of Portfolios On Monday, Which I Haven't Even Started... Oh Well... In Any Case, I'm Sure I Will Get Things Done... Somehow...
Now Yong Rui Just Took Out His New Shoe... oook... i'm tired of putting capital letters at the beginning of every word... aniwaes... yea, he's showing off his new shoes right now... haha... an adidas thingy... mine looks better... oops...
oook... well, hopefully there are people reading this aniwaes... haha.... oook... i'm off....
The Beginning
Alrighty Then... Due To Huge Amount Of Persuasion And Pressure, I Have Decided To Create My First Personal Blog... Come People Have Assured That People Will Visit It, Namely The Guy Who Plays Pipa... Haha... Oookk... Will Blog Later... In School Now, Waiting For My Friend To Arrive... Tata...
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